Mad, we are.

'Ah, Crystal, you've been so melancholy these days, what's happening?!'
'Well, you know, I think I just needed to write some really sad things, so I wouldn't accidentally act them out in my own life.'
'Sounds like bollocks to me'
'Yeah... Well... Okay, it kind of is..'
'Thought so. So, are you going to start writing fun things again?'
'Ah, well... yes. But I think to write fun stuff I need cupcakes.'
'True. Cupcakes are conducive to happiness.'
'So, maybe I'll just wait for some cupcakes, and then go from there..'
'Yep. Sounds like a great idea, Crystal.'
'Well thanks for your encouragement, Crystal.'
'No problem.'
'Yeah, well, I'll see you round.'
'Yeah, I'm going away for a while, you probably won't miss me though.'
'Oh, okay. Where are you going to?'
'I don't know. Probably somewhere I can get really lost.'
'Oh, cool. Sounds like fun. See you when you get back.'
'Yeah, sure. Bye.'
'Bye.'


And that's how I lost my mind.
But seriously, Right now I feel like I'm going crazy. I haven't been going to bed early and so I can't wake up with ny alarms in the morning. It's crazy! And I have multiple alarms.
But what else is going on, apart from my really depressive stories, you ask?
Well, apart from that conversation with my mind and the consequent vacating of it in my life from about a week and a half ago, and the sleep thing, I am great!
No, seriously, I am.

Googling kittens in sweaters, sewing, sewing, sewing, having the most wonderful friends, Jesus, Cheesus, twitter not working (what?!), sewing, looking at pretty things, no shoes, no bags = freedom, night filming mid-city, colours and lights, cameras, coffee, podcasts, lavender, tea, harry potter, big fish, things working out, blueberries, laughing, finding things, driving in the rain, getting things done.

How delightful.

(And soon, like, week-and-a-half-soon, there will be joy in these untouchable pages. Maybe even sooner, if procrastination prevails.)